JusLakita

  The song says I only think of you on two occasions but it’s this one inducement that has my heart beat racing  and my intimate parts moist.  I day dream about you as if I have a choice. The thought of what could be gives my deeper self a voice.  Vibes, energy, tones and moods are all good .  I’m trying to stay in a ladies place as I should but just hearing your voice makes me want to turn hood.  You do that you know? I want to grasp at air and things that’s not there. Bite down on pillows and pull my own damn hair.  Have sheets clinched in my fist as I thrust my hips back. Bounce this ass on that dick embracing the blowback.  Nigga you got my head sprung.  Got me feigning something I’ve never had. Call me your puppet as your hand work my mouth.  Injecting things inside daring me to spit it out.  Call me your nasty bitch, I’ll fall in-line.  Tell me to bend these knees I won’t decline.  An experience that’s hard for my imagination to hold.  Whispering words under my breath

 You ever look at someone whom you saw a thousand times as if it was the first time you've seen them? Today as I was getting ready to begin my day I had to do a double take in the mirror. I almost didn't recognize the curvature who was starring back at me. Her eyes looked determined. She wasn't the same woman who was present a year ago.  This journey called life is not scripted. It's unpredictable, scary, uncertain, but worth it. I've rediscovered things about me that had gotten lost over the years. It's been fun finding pieces of me that had gone missing for so long. The lessons were gift wrapped perfectly. So much so I didn't want to open it. I thought that the packaging was worth more than what was waiting for me on the inside. I'm glad that I unwrapped it.  What I know for sure is that no matter the season God got me! His promises to me are real. Therefore, no matter the circumstance He remains in control. I can rest knowing I'm covered in His ar